Blue Ribbon

So, I had a girl who wanted to be with me? Or so we both thought, and apparently we thought wrongly, and now I'm back to me.

I was okay with that for like, 20 minutes. Fuck.

I hate being alone. Why can't i just settle with a girl. I always have one in my grasp and just turn em away. What the sam hill is wrong with me? I need to stop over thinking shit. I need to stop thinking. Seriously.

fuck this life of mine.

It's Not What It Looks Like

So much to catch up on. Summer time is here and I'm stuck fixing my mistakes. My mistakes were bad.

In other news, I found something rare. A girl who likes me. She's weird, just like me; she's funny like me; she knows internet memes and shit. Apparently a perfect match. But I don't feel anything. I don't know why. There's just some deep down thing in me saying "wrong." I get this feeling on a few things, but really deep on this one.

LOST TRAIN OF THOUGHT HERE CAUSE I LEFT TO OWN AARON

I don;t think this shit is all right.

FUCK